thinks i like him.. I DONT lolll
anywaysss

yesterday i had a huge fight with my mom, not just a normal one but it got really emotional and i ended up bursting in tears
but afterwards it felt good cuz i was able to say what ive been keeping inside of me for so long
sigh my life is so messed up. and no one even knows the whole story

if anyone sees this can you pray for me to have PATIENCE with my mom
i really need some BADLY.











i miss the good old days when i was in elementary school
when i had HIM.

so today was really weird
i was at barnes with ppl and i was talkin to them about ppl i had crushes on before
and seriously the guys i talked about showed up at barnes! lmaoo it was creeeeeepy
anyhoo, so i went there to study for SATs but i stayed on the same page the entire time -_-
but tmrw im determined to actually study and learn something
gahhh junior year is gunna suck :(
this summer has been so fun but now i need to start studyin for the SATs ughhh
i hate school :( i cannot believe summer is already halfway over gah

but anyways, the other day i was had some beef with someone and they were really getting on my nerves >:( but after i talked it out with a close friend i felt a lot better since she really encouraged me to realize the other persons perspective. ugh some ppl just annoy me sometimes tho. anyways, im really glad for that friend, you know who you are :)